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My Tryst with Depression!!!

After battling with depression and anxiety for more than a year now, i decided to finally open up and write about it.  I had a history of child abuse, i was around 9 or 10 years old, there was not one episode or one person, but there were many. I always knew deep down in my heart that what happened was none of my mistake and i never felt ashamed because of my past. But i never talked about it also to anyone for a really long time. So overall i had a fair childhood, teenage years and sound college life. I had done fairly good in personal and professional life too. Eventually got married and had a son too. It was after my son was 2 years, i started having frequent outbursts, filled with anger most of the times and sometimes emotional. It was not that it was happening for the first time, i always had these episodes happening now and then, but i would always justify them in my mind, always find a way to put blame on someone or something. And one day when i could not blame anyone but my...