Motherhood
A mother is not born the day a child is born. Motherhood is a continuous process which happens each and every passing minute after a child is born. I was never ready to be a mom. I always feared that i will be a bad mom, what if i am not a good mom, what if i am not able to do right by my child. I was shit scared, so i never was ready-ready. But our conservative Indian society would never had allowed me to not be a mom. And my husband too loved kids, so i finally decided to go through this journey keeping my fears aside. My pregnancy and delivery both were not a smooth journey but yet it was never grueling too like many mothers have to go through. I was blessed to have a healthy baby at the end. But did the motherhood magic wand just swept over me as soon i gave birth, No its all a lie, nothing like this happens, some moms can have more motherly instincts and maybe good with kids from day 1 but no magic happens from day 1. Motherhood is a constant battle of choosing what good and ...